it's called "routine".

i've been thinking of my life lately. i felt weird today. ok, i'm excited about tomorrow's trip. but, i still feel empty and i can't seemed to sense anything. it's weird, strange i guess. i'm not me today, i feel like i'm not the 'audrey' everyone seems to know i think. but nobody's complaining about it today, or, maybe i'm the one who felt like that. agghhh!!!

tomorrow will be the first day of holiday, my real holiday. i'll be going to puncak tomorrow. i'm excited about that. will take lots of pictures there. :)

let's go to the main topic today. it's about routine.

i'm fed up with my everyday routine. and i'd like to change that. but i don't know how. hmmm. i'm bored with almost everything, even my relationship, but i now realize that, it's not the relationship that i'm bored with, but the routine in it that is. and as i said before, I'D LIKE TO CHANGE THAT!!! but how? well, i'm all set with this holiday plans. i want to go swimming!!! swim, and more swim. hehe. work out will be better than doing nothing in home right? and it's summer anyway. i want to go swimming!!!

i hope my everyday will not be the same on this one month holiday. well, hopes for the best, as always everyday. and thank God for everything. :)

i'm signing out! cheers mate!

"ams"