christmas is coming real soon! :)

so, it's the 20th of december already, which means, it's only five more days to christmas and also, my anniversary with my bf. :) well, it's sure comes pretty fast huh? i never wish for anything better this christmas, because i know i'll get what i want on christmas. but the most excited thing on this year christmas' is i get to spend my christmas with my family and also my bf outside jakarta. isn't that wonderful? for me, i don't need any christmas present, celebrating christmas with your family and your love one are the most wonderful gift ever on christmas day. and i can't wait to do so. :D

oh, i'm on my holiday now on. all i get to do is sleeping, more sleeping and more more and more sleeping. because i need that, i really am. all my 'time' sacrifice are all payed off by it. and i get to sleep like more than eight hours a day from now on. isn't that magical? haha. :p

tomorrow i'll cut my hair off, i'm getting tired with this long hair, not that i want to cut my hair short, but i'm gonna cut them off for like five or seven centimeters. it's already way too long and i'm sick of it. also the weather is hot in here, so, i'm gonna shorten my hair up tomorrow.

another christmas spirit, i'm gonna cross christmas presents with my bf. and i already bought what he likes and i hope he use it for the rest of his life. i can't write what's inside his presents because he'll read my blog. that's not gonna be a surprise right? ughhh!!! that's why i can't wait any longer for christmas day to come! i am soooooooo thrilled!!!

now that i realized, i haven't seen a movie recently. i even forgot the last movie i saw. hmmm. i wanna catch up. maybe next week i'll go to the movie with my bf. :)

have a great holiday mates!!! :)

"ams"

what i think of my life recently.

it's been pretty tiring lately. campus stuffs, mid term exams, assignments, more and more assignments. it seems like it will never gonna end soon. and i'm getting tired. but hell! i mustn't complaining, this is what i chose and i must do it. so, i'm spinning my head round and round and found out things that for me, i just realize it in my life. and it's all about time.

yesterday, i went to my campus to do my assignment and of course, theatre. when we went home, (there's me, my bf and my friend come along) we talked about how much time did we spend outside and inside our house. well, that surely made me think. and that's right, i've never been thinking that much. and i just realized that i spend my 24 hours mostly outside my house. so, to make it simple, here's the details:

• i woke up at six o'clock every monday to friday. (mostly)
• my class ends up at twelve o'clock every monday to friday.
• if i don't have anything to do, i went to the mall to get some lunch or watch a movie or do stuffs like that.
• if i'm very sleepy, i'll go straight back home.
• recently, i have my theatre thing, and it makes my time outside more and more longer than before.
• if i have my theatre thing, i'll be home late. very late i presume.
• the only day that i could lay my head on the pillow for a long time is on sunday

so, pathetic ey? yeah, i know. if i count all the hours and minutes, it will be like this. from monday to saturday i'll be at home for approx. 10 hours maximum. 8 hours minimum. and outside home, it will be 14 hours a day maximum, or could be minimum. :(

you know what i'm thinking? it's like, i have a home, home sweet home, but it's not the place that i'll stay for a long time. one thing that i surely do at home is sleeping.

i have a house, but i don't feel like i'm using it properly. (well, not my house, my parents' house. but i stay there for a very long time now.)

"ams"

let's talk about family.

i must say, i never write anything about my family in here if i'm not mistaken right? let's see. yeah, i never do that. what a shame. but now, i presented to you all about my family. okay, so now, my family is my life, without them i'm no one, nobody, and i'm completely useless. i think it's the same with you guys right? who can replace your family for being number one. for me, there's nobody else besides my family. what can i say, family always comes first. :)

first of all, my daddy, man of the house. a man with his promise. i love my daddy, of course, and most of all what i respect him the most is all because he's started as someone that, well, i should say, poor family background. but now he's the most successful person in his family. and i'm proud of him. he can make his own company, buy all things that he wants, he now wears branded stuff and like that so, he's the person that i wanna be when i grow up. to be successful like daddy. :) also, i'm always be daddy's little girl. because i'm the youngest and not to be bigheaded but i always get what i want. but believe me, i'm not that type of person anymore. i realize how hard it is to make some money, and that's what i've learned from my daddy. i love you daddy, thank you for everything that you gave me. :*

second, my mom. the best thing ever! my shopping partner, hihi, she knows what i like, what i don't and what i really want. my mom went through hell a lot of things, she's a strong mom and a tough mom, she taught me everything about good manners and things. she loves to cook and she always makes the best breakfast for me. she still working even though she's too old for that, but she enjoy her job very much. i wanna be like her too. she's very appropriate in every way, she's a part of my life. and i love her very much. she's also my best friend in every way, she knows me better than anyone else. even though she have a high anger, but i know one thing that her anger is the way to make me even more better in person and in life. :)

last but not least, my big brother. the only brother i have in this family. and he's very kind to me, always protects me whenever i am, and believe me, i never fight with him, vice versa, he's the best brother i ever and only have! he taught me everything, but mostly drawing. he's the first person how to draws, until now, and i must admit it he's good at it. my brother loves soccer very much. my mom and dad gave his name is based on Brazilian soccer player in the 80's if i'm not mistaken. no wonder he's really good at it. i love you my brother. :)

my life is complete with them surrounding me each and every day. even though i only see them on morning or even night, and sometimes i miss spending my quality time with them. i want to spend my life time with them, as much as i spend my college time outside. you know, the amount of time from my college and assignment time is way too much compare it to my quality time with my family. gosh, it's sad.

but now i promise, i'll spend more and more time with them. if i can. but i'll make a time for them. therefore, they're my treasure of this life. :)

"ams"