what i think of my life recently.

it's been pretty tiring lately. campus stuffs, mid term exams, assignments, more and more assignments. it seems like it will never gonna end soon. and i'm getting tired. but hell! i mustn't complaining, this is what i chose and i must do it. so, i'm spinning my head round and round and found out things that for me, i just realize it in my life. and it's all about time.

yesterday, i went to my campus to do my assignment and of course, theatre. when we went home, (there's me, my bf and my friend come along) we talked about how much time did we spend outside and inside our house. well, that surely made me think. and that's right, i've never been thinking that much. and i just realized that i spend my 24 hours mostly outside my house. so, to make it simple, here's the details:

• i woke up at six o'clock every monday to friday. (mostly)
• my class ends up at twelve o'clock every monday to friday.
• if i don't have anything to do, i went to the mall to get some lunch or watch a movie or do stuffs like that.
• if i'm very sleepy, i'll go straight back home.
• recently, i have my theatre thing, and it makes my time outside more and more longer than before.
• if i have my theatre thing, i'll be home late. very late i presume.
• the only day that i could lay my head on the pillow for a long time is on sunday

so, pathetic ey? yeah, i know. if i count all the hours and minutes, it will be like this. from monday to saturday i'll be at home for approx. 10 hours maximum. 8 hours minimum. and outside home, it will be 14 hours a day maximum, or could be minimum. :(

you know what i'm thinking? it's like, i have a home, home sweet home, but it's not the place that i'll stay for a long time. one thing that i surely do at home is sleeping.

i have a house, but i don't feel like i'm using it properly. (well, not my house, my parents' house. but i stay there for a very long time now.)

"ams"

vanilla twilight - owl city.

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you dear

'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

Till I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you

I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past

I'll whisper in your ear

Oh, darling, I wish you were here

my current addiction to OWL CITY!

at first, i don't know anything about this band called 'owl city'. but after my brother downloaded it on my laptop, and i listen to his song called 'fireflies' and i think, this is great. the music is different, he has a unique voice, and he has the style that for me, new. it's like listening to that kind of pop beat type of song. but, the songs' lyrics are superb! i'm amazed with his music. it's different and new. and i love it!

you can check out his myspace account in here. click click.

be sure to hear his songs, i must say, it's the best, for his genre. hands down. :)

"ams"

movie review - THIS IS IT.

three words, KING OF POP! michael jackson was an amazing person, also very inspiring. he inspired all the dancers around the world. who didn't know about him? and we all know that he already passed away on the 25th of june 2009, but he surely still lives among us. as an entertainer in this world.

at first, he made an announcement that he will have a concert in london on june, if i'm not mistaken, or july, i don't remember anyway, but, he passed away and this movie is all about the rehearsal that he was doing before the concert. this is the preparation that caught on camera, thanks to all the camera crew, they can bring us into the stage (when i saw this movie, i felt like i'm in the audience) we could feel how great he was. and the most important thing is, he was 50 years old when he rehearsed. but he surely know how to did the right moves. i think this is a present from him, his last performance for all of us, well, THIS IS IT.

i really don't know what to reviewed, because this is a documentary movie and you have to watch it if you want it. but i recommended this movie, if you like michael jackson. and until now, i still can't believe he's gone forever.

long live the KING OF POP.

RIP MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON (29 AUGUST 1958 - 25 JUNE 2009)

"ams"

christmas please come early. :)

i'm sure you all notice that i already change my songs on this page into christmas' songs right? well it is. and i'm pretty sure too, that you all know that christmas is coming real soon. hey, it's november already. and december will be up in like a month. i'm getting very excited here! :) so, here's the thing, i wanna buy a new christmas tree, because i don't know where my mom put the old one. so, i decided to buy one. and i'll decorate it and make my house full of christmas' ornaments.

in my family, we always celebrate christmas on the 24th of december, on the christmas eve to be exact. why? well, because we all have to go to the church first, and then we'll gather at my cousin home to celebrate until the 25th. and i have to say, christmas is the best thing ever! i always love christmas. but it's a shame i'm not living in a place that can actually snowing. ugh! but thank God i already felt it. white christmas. oh my God, it's so romantic. :)

please christmas, come early!!! :)

"ams"

movie review - BANLIEUE 13 ULTIMATUM/DISTRICT 13 ULTIMATUM.

at first, i wanna watch 'this is it', michael jackson's movie, but, after a long thinking and i have to move from one mall to another, so me and my bf decided to watch this movie called 'district 13 ultimatum' (D13 U). the film is notable for its depiction of 'parkour' in a number of stunt sequences that were completed without the use of w

ires or computer effects. it's a french movie and if somehow you realize, or even had watch this movie, yes, it is the sequel of the 'district 13' movie. but i never watch the first sequel, so, it's a little bit confusing at first, but after you watch it carefully, you'll know the story.

title: 'BANLIEUE 13 ULTIMATUM/DISTRICT 13 ULTIMATUM'

directed by: patrick alessandrin.

casts: cyril raffaelli as damien tomaso, david belle as leito and other casts.

review:

(not a spoiler)

it happens in 2013, in france, district 13, they call it B13 in the movie. in B13 lives several race of people in there. for example, the chinese, moslem, negro, etc. and they lived under they own race. earlier,

3 years ago, the government made a promise to fix B13 into more 'human' to live on. but, whatreally happens is it never came true. and for worst, B13 is going to be demolished by the government. so, to save the B13, leito and damien have to do something about it. see what happens

for yourself.

it is a great movie, again, it doesn't matter whether you watch the first movie or not. but i must

tell you, look out for the first scene, at the beginning of this movie. and then, enjoy the show! :)

"ams"

what should i say and pray?

i can't believe it's november already. time flew so fast ey mate? i just woke up and i reach for my phone and check out the calender, hey! it's november! october ends up quicker than i expected. one thing for sure, it's getting closer and closer to december! christmas!!! yeay! i have decided to buy a new tree, and decorate it in my house, i'll turn my living room into a room full of christmas' ornaments. :) oh my God, i get so excited really!!!

but not so fast! i still have my mid term exam and of course, theatre. i never bored by saying that, theatre. theatre. theatre. oh well, back again, i have my assignment too for the theatre thing, drawing and then actually make the properties, yeah, my life recently, i would say pathetic, much. maybe i don't have time with other people except my college friends, but i'll make some time. i only get a full day of rest at sunday, and i have to to church, make properties again, etc. oh God! this is getting pretty much tiring. but i'm sure i can cope with that.

so, my schedule for two weeks are out, so yeah, i hope i can do it without getting sick or anything. i have to keep up my body in a good shape and health. i don't wanna get sick, who does anyway? :p

i wish everyone a happy sunday and God bless you all. :)

"ams"