series review - glee.

so, i've been watching this series, called 'glee' and here's my review:

title: 'GLEE'

a high school spanish teacher becomes the director of the schools 'glee club', hoping to restore it to its former glory. so he decided to became the teacher and the choreographer for the club. will schuester (matthew morrison), the main character of this movie, also have a family, that is growing, and he have to make a choice between his career and his family. and the jocks, finn hudson (cory monteith) is struggling between his status as the famous football player and the membership of the 'glee club'. meanwhile there's rachel berry (lea michele) the girl in school that is always being bullied by almost everyone. but she have a big compassion for the 'glee club'. and there's lots of characters that will bring the new musical thing come back but in a different kinda way.

i already watch it until the third episode, and for me, 'glee' is great. it's like high school musical but way better! i can't wait to watch it again, also, cory monteith is cute! :p

"ams"

stop complaining and do something.

i just felt, the worst part of college. theatre!!! ugh! even though, i'm not that tired, not yet, my part is coming soon! as the member of property and stage crew, i'm gonna do lots of work by making the stuffs that we'll use and equipments and other things. so, yeah, welcome to my tiring life.

well, this is a start, and i already felt so tired. but, i enjoy this. being with friends, doing stupid things, laughing, talking, gossiping, etc. well, for me, it pays me off. the truth is, i am really really tired, but i'm trying hard to enjoy it too. this is a one of a lifetime chance to be a part of this theatre, which i'm pretty much sure will be very very great! :) all the hard work, the sacrifice, time and money, energy, i'm sure it's gonna be great!!!

okay i think i just repeat the sentence twice, but with a different words. sorry. but, in my head right now is, what should i say, hmmm...blank. i need a rest, but not that much, but i need it.

tired. hey, i'm sure that everyone in my class are tired. sure, they'll complain, but not for me, i'm trying to enjoy myself while i can. i will get tired, of course, i'm still a human being though. get a rest, don't force yourself, the others will understand your condition, so stop complaining. human have a limit, we all know that, but hey, there's must be something that can prevent you from getting tired. so, please, take a good care of your health. drink lots of water, sleep well eight hours a day, believe me, it's enough, too much sleep can make you tired easily. drink a vitamin everyday, but most of all, pray to God. pray that He will give you good health, mind and body. so we can make this theatre the greatest thing ever! :)

so, good luck to all of us.

"ams"

people just can't say yes or no that simple.

to make this blog short, i have a question that is still running through my head for almost what? three years i guess. and i don't have any good answer to match thus stupid question. it is the most simple, yet straight question that i believe everyone can make up their mind very fast.

WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SAY YES or NO IN A QUESTION?

for me, you're stupid when you can't do that. sorry, but it's true, make up your mind guys. you're not seven years old girl or boy anymore. you're a well grown up. (if, you're above 18.)

"ams"

taming your temper.

i've been reading 'Reader's Digest' lately. and i found out that this book have so many things that can taught me more than i used to know. so i decided to buy it every month. and i'm gonna share something, it could be anything, from every single edition. today i'm gonna share one thing, that, for me it's very useful. it's about taming your temper. i know a lot of people that have an anger problems. like they can't control their anger, so they do stuffs like fighting, smoking, drinking, etc. well, it's bad. and i'm wondering why they do that? okay, they want to wreak their anger, but that way? i'm telling you people, STUPID THINGS LIKE THAT ARE NOT THE ANSWER FOR ANY OF YOUR ANGER! when you realize something you've done, you'll regret it. what i'm trying to say here is, hey! there's lots of things you can do when you're in a bad mood, or even in a high temper. so, i'm gonna share you what i've got from reading 'Reader's Digest' this month.

• EXERCISE - physical exertion can help for brief, short term anger. so, instead of drinking and fighting and other stupid stuff, why don't you exercise your body. besides, it's good for your health.
• WRITE A LETTER - or a blog. when you can write almost anything that you wanna say. even though, you're not gonna send it to someone. trust me you won't.
• COOL OFF - if you're out of control, you'll not confront the person straightaway. again, it'll not clear out the problems.
• COMMUNICATE - sit down a bit, relax, buy a cup of coffee, thinking what are the problems, and you can talk to a person that is close to you. maybe they could help.
• USE HUMOR - think about something very funny. that can make you laugh and forget about your anger for a bit. for me, it worked!
• PROS AND CONS - think like this "is the anger achieving anything or is it just hurting me?"
• PROBLEM-SOLVE - ask yourself, "is there anything i can do about this whole situation?
• ACCEPTANCE - you have to know that somethings in this life just aren't fair enough for yourself. and we have to accept that, hey, it's all God's plan anyway.

so there it is. i hope this could work on those who have a very bad temper. but i have to tell you, it's all coming back to you all now. whether you want to change what you're thinking and do or you won't change a bit. i know it's hard to control your anger, but you have to try it first. like they said, "if there's a will, there's always a way."

give it a try! :)

"ams"

from this day and so on...until i don't know.

i'll be pretty busy from now on. why? because my theatre preparation coming up and also my mid term exam is just a week left. maybe i'll not updated my blog for a long time, but just maybe. i don't know if i'm going to be like later on. but i told you before. it's gonna be pretty much busy. :)

pray for me will you?

oh, btw, i have a good news. daddy is gonna buy me NDS this wednesday. yippie!!! what can i say, it just need a little more patient to get what you want. :)

"ams"

ten, is a perfect score.

HAPPY 10th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY FOR US!!!

"knowing you will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful."

thank you for such an amazing journey this past 10th months. we had our tough time, sad time, happy time, but most of all, the most important thing is we've been together for all this time. and still, we'll embark on our journey holding hands to each other, wishing for the best and we'll shall receive the best thing ever.

i love you and that's that.

"most of all, IT'S BUILD TO LAST."

movie review - GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST.

i think this movie will not being showed in my country. well, i don't know, but i'm pretty sure this movie is out on may 2009 in USA. so, i decided to bought the dvd instead of waiting for this to show in indonesia.

title: 'GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST'

directed by: mark waters.

casts: matthew mcconaughey, jennifer garner, michael douglas, etc.

review:

(not a spoiler)

Connor Mead, a successful photographer and a playboy goes to his younger brother's wedding, to convince him not to get marry. he arrives at his dead uncle's estate during the rehearsal wedding, and he met Jenny Perotti, his childhood friend. and then, he starts trashing out the wedding, later on in the men's room, his uncle, who taught him everything about women, appears to him as a ghost. and he confesses that he was wrong. his uncle told him that Connor will visited by three ghosts that night. the ghost of a girlfriends past, present and future. can he learn anything from his life and fix what he's broken? you have to saw it for yourself.

it is quite a boring story at the start, but once you find the story is catchy, and yet very romantic in the end, you'll not regret it. i never expected that a guy like Connor, can be a very romantic person after all. well, everyone have their own romantic side, but how they show it, that's the greatest part. :)

"ams"

let's talk about family.

i must say, i never write anything about my family in here if i'm not mistaken right? let's see. yeah, i never do that. what a shame. but now, i presented to you all about my family. okay, so now, my family is my life, without them i'm no one, nobody, and i'm completely useless. i think it's the same with you guys right? who can replace your family for being number one. for me, there's nobody else besides my family. what can i say, family always comes first. :)

first of all, my daddy, man of the house. a man with his promise. i love my daddy, of course, and most of all what i respect him the most is all because he's started as someone that, well, i should say, poor family background. but now he's the most successful person in his family. and i'm proud of him. he can make his own company, buy all things that he wants, he now wears branded stuff and like that so, he's the person that i wanna be when i grow up. to be successful like daddy. :) also, i'm always be daddy's little girl. because i'm the youngest and not to be bigheaded but i always get what i want. but believe me, i'm not that type of person anymore. i realize how hard it is to make some money, and that's what i've learned from my daddy. i love you daddy, thank you for everything that you gave me. :*

second, my mom. the best thing ever! my shopping partner, hihi, she knows what i like, what i don't and what i really want. my mom went through hell a lot of things, she's a strong mom and a tough mom, she taught me everything about good manners and things. she loves to cook and she always makes the best breakfast for me. she still working even though she's too old for that, but she enjoy her job very much. i wanna be like her too. she's very appropriate in every way, she's a part of my life. and i love her very much. she's also my best friend in every way, she knows me better than anyone else. even though she have a high anger, but i know one thing that her anger is the way to make me even more better in person and in life. :)

last but not least, my big brother. the only brother i have in this family. and he's very kind to me, always protects me whenever i am, and believe me, i never fight with him, vice versa, he's the best brother i ever and only have! he taught me everything, but mostly drawing. he's the first person how to draws, until now, and i must admit it he's good at it. my brother loves soccer very much. my mom and dad gave his name is based on Brazilian soccer player in the 80's if i'm not mistaken. no wonder he's really good at it. i love you my brother. :)

my life is complete with them surrounding me each and every day. even though i only see them on morning or even night, and sometimes i miss spending my quality time with them. i want to spend my life time with them, as much as i spend my college time outside. you know, the amount of time from my college and assignment time is way too much compare it to my quality time with my family. gosh, it's sad.

but now i promise, i'll spend more and more time with them. if i can. but i'll make a time for them. therefore, they're my treasure of this life. :)

"ams"

is it because i'm the little one?

i pick up my mom today at her office to go home together. and she took her friend with her, a really good friend of her in the office, and i know her since i was little. it's been such a long time since i last saw her, i don't know exactly but, yeah, it's pretty much a long time ago. but she still knew me very well, for example, we went to hong kong together, me, my mom, her and the others. we went on a tour. that brings up back memory when my mom's friend, let's call her aunt cory, told me that when we were in hong kong, she told me that my face looks different from what i looked like in my passport, (my passport's photo was taken when i was just a little girl. probably around 5 or 6, i don't remember) and she scared me by telling me that i cannot went to hong kong because of my picture. okay, way back then who wouldn't believe that? like, come on, you're 13 years old and you don't know nothing but to trust that. and i fell into that joke. and what really happened was i was hiding under my blanket because i was scared to meet the airport's guard.

and it happened again, when i went to europe. if i'm not mistaken is the border between germany and switzerland or is it germany and italy, i don't really remember that well. but anyway, i went to europe with my big family, there was my mom, brother, two aunts and three cousins. and i'm the smallest one.

so, if you're using a car to get into another country in europe, you have to show your passport at the border line between the two countries. for example, like when you're from germany and you ride a car to italy, when you reach the end of the line in germany there'll be a little station around five or seven stations that will ask you where you wanna go, what are you going to do, etc. stuffs like that. and again, we have to show us a passport, because if you travel abroad, your passport is your ID. at that time, i don't have my own passport, because my mom just made a new one and i'm still on the same passport with her.

back again to the story, my cousin, let's call him dax, he really loves to bullies me around. i don't know why but yeah, that happens, a lot! even until now. God knows what happens. well, again he told me the same thing like aunt cory told me. my face is different in the passport with my current face that time. at first i didn't believe in that, because i've been there, done that, but he convinced me that polices in europe are way meaner than in asia. so, yeah, once again, i hide under my blanket in the car trying to hide from the border police and suddenly all of my family are laughing so hard. even the police. *sigh*

trust me, it's the last time i'm doing that thing. now i have my own passport and even though my face isn't that good in the picture, i still have my looks on that passport. :)

so, yeah, i always getting bullies from anyone. if that makes them happy, well, i must say, it's alright. they'll get tired of it anyway, someday...i hope...

*it's raining!!!*

"ams"

Stephen Gately.

i really didn't have any moods on writing something, so i'm going to have this post as a tribute to the late Stephen Gately (17 March 1976 - 10 October 2009, aged 33) former member of Boyzone, one of the greatest Irish band ever.

Born on 17th of March 1976, Stephen Patrick David Gately, he was the fourth out of five child and he was born in Dublin, Ireland. he grew up poor until he appeared in several musical for his school and also many theatre performance. in 1993 he joined the Irish boy band named Boyzone. and the song titled 'Love Me For a Reason' hits UK's chart number two on 1995. and from that on, Boyzone keep on rising and rising until the whole world know about them. and then on the year 2000, Boyzone performed together for the last time and it reached out 35.000 tickets sold and that was the biggest ever on that year.

on 2000, Stephen Gately made a solo debut. his first single titled 'New Beginning' was a hit! and his second single titled 'I Believe' also featured on the movie 'Billy Eliot' on 2000. he became one of the first pop stars that come out as gay. and he wed Andrew Cowles, on 2003 in Las Vegas.

for the sad news, Stephen was found dead on his apartment on Saturday, 10th of October 2009, on the Spanish Island of Majorca, the cause of the death is called pulmonary edema, to put it simple it's like you have fluids in your lungs. he was found dead on the sofa and was discovered by his husband Andrew Cowles.

my thoughts and prayer are for you Stephen. may he rest in peace. :)

firstly i know this news when i was with my brother and daddy to drop of my mother at her friend's house. when i checked my phone and updated my twitter status, i read the news on my phone and found out that he was passed away. i was shocked. from what i know, he seems fine to me. but hear this sad news makes me wanna hear all of Stephen's and Boyzone's songs back again. it's sad really, tragic death of one of the greatest members of Boyzone. i must say i LOVE his voice. he had an amazing voice.

one more person with an amazing voice had left us peeps! :(

"ams"

the show must go on!

i just got back from my campus today, and believe me, i'm very exhausted! i mean, VERY!!! thanks to the hotness of jakarta, and the weather today. ugh! my head is dizzy right now, can't even think straight and to top that of, i still have my legal assignment. even though it's not gonna be submitted on this thursday, but why not i made that thing up so i can relax for a bit. and concentrate on my job as the property and stage assistant for my class's theatrical performance on february.

i even forgot what day is it right now? and also the date. hmmm.

so, a little about my class's theatrical performance. my class will portray an old chinese movie, called 'JOURNEY TO THE WEST'. it's practically about a monk named Tong Sam Cong, embark on a journey to search a scroll. and this monk is not alone, he's accompany by his 3 acquaintance (later, become his apprentice) named Go Kong (monkey), Pat Kay (pig) and Wu Cing (kappa) and a horse. and every character has their own background story, and also the reason why they have to go to the west is in the story.

i must say that, many of you knows about this movie. for me, i know this movie because i used to watch it on the television. even though i didn't quite remember all of the story, but the bottom line is, this movie is great. and it teach us how to be a better person. from what the monk said and teach. you should watch it. :)

and the best part is my bf is playing Pat Kay. hihi.

my part for this theatre is on the property and stage crew. and guess how many members there are on my side? only TWO! yeah!!! and both of us is a girl. but i'll do my best to my part. because i want this to be a successful and yet wonderful performance. let's gooo MC 11-2B!!! we can do it!

i better go doing my fcking assignment!

"ams"

movie review - INGLOURIOUS BASTERDS.

i never quite catch a movie recently, i even forgot the last movie i watched. hmmm. i guess it's 'the ugly truth'. or else? oh well, moving on then. so, today i watched 'inglourious basterds' a movie by quentin tarantino the master of this kind of movie. and here's my review about that movie.

(brad pitt as Lt. Aldo Raine)

title: 'INGLOURIOUS BASTERDS' (they using 'inglourious' instead of 'inglorious' - the right spelling and of course, the 'basterds' too.)

directed by: quentin tarantino.

cast: brad pitt (who would refuse to watch this guy movies?!) and other casts that i'm not familiar with.

review:

(not a spoiler)

this film is taking place on paris, france on the year of NAZI's leading the france. it was Hitler, Goering, Gobbles and Bormann era. most of all in the movie, the year of the story was on 1944 if i'm not mistaken. so, this Lt. Aldo Raine (brad pitt) leads a group called 'inglourious basterds' where the group has one mission, is to kill all of the NAZI in france. as well as a girl named Shosanna, who is seeks for a revenge because her family is being killed by this NAZI Colonel that killed all the jewish people named Hans Landa. they both have the same mission and will it be a success? well, i'm not going to spoiled it over here. you have to watch it by yourself. this movie for me, maybe the best movie of 2009 so far. besides 'benjamin button' and others. but i have to admit it, brad pitt is the best person to portray Lt. Aldo Raine. this three hours movie didn't make me fell asleep, because of the story and the character on it. seriously guys, you'll not regret this movie. ever!

i want to watch it again if i can. :)

even though it's full of violence and cruelty, but that's what happens is the real era right? and this is a made up story anyway. and quentin tarantino made it. what else can you expect except that he always make a masterpiece! hands down!

so, i HIGHLY RECOMMENDED to watch it. with whoever it is, but don't forget to go to the bathroom before you watch it. :p three hours is long enough to hold back to your urine. haha.

"ams"

let's talk about birthday.

from what i saw on my phone's calendar, this month and for the next month and the next month again, a lot of my friends' birthday are coming. yeay! and i'm very happy for them. for example, today is anthony stevven's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :) hihi. i wish you all the best my friend. so so so...back again...to the main topic.

i gotta ask you a question, what would you like to have on your birthday? confused ey? too many things that you totally want for your birthday, not being too hypocrite but i do want presents. even if i'm on my birthday or not. but what comes to my mind lately, for the past 2 years, every single birthday i had, i didn't expect anyone to gave me a present. i don't know why but yeah, that's what i thought.

you know, every year, for me, i didn't want anything from anybody. it's okay if they gave me, but what i'm thinking is i'm getting older one year, and i have to act what my age represent it to me right? i mean, you'll get older and older, and you still act like a child? pft! fuck with that. grow up will you? although i still, sometimes being this 'daddy's little girl' and things like that but i have my adult mind too.

i prefer christmas present than a birthday present for now. :)

but hey, this is only my thought, everyone has their own thought and other way of thinking. if you don't like it hey, deal with it, it's a free country we're living anyway.

"ams"

*happy birthday again, my dearest friend anthony stevven!*

yippi kay ey~ yippi kay ey~

i've been busy lately, and not in the good mood for writing. but now i'm back. and i just took a bath and it feels so refreshing! :) what a great day to start with. besides it's saturday already, which means it's weekend ya'll! yeay! i always love weekend. hihi.

recently, i can't quite woke up late. it's like, i'm back to my old habit. for real, i'm not the type that can woke up pretty late, like at eleven or twelve o'clock in the middle of the day like that. usually i woke up at nine, or ten. maybe it depends on my sleeping hour ey? lately i've been sleeping at ten or ten thirty at night, never ever gonna sleep at twelve or more. i get sick so easily! and believe me, sickness is killing me! :(

oh! oh! oh! i got a happy newsss!!! :) :) :)

it happens that my media relation final test is all about blogging! and my lecture ask us to make a blog of our own, and guess what??? i already got one! yeay! so, i'm going to update it as much as i can. see, blogging is FUN! :D

well, that's all folks, i wish you all have the greatest weekend ever. and HAPPY WEEKEND!!! :)

*happy belated birthday for my best friend, nadine dhanniar. :)*

"ams"

consider it i'm done.

not in the mood for writing...

yeah...

sleep would be nice at this time...so...

i think i call it a day!

:)

"ams"

my current addiction to LENKA!

sooooo, anybody knows what lenka is? well, lenka is basically my current music addiction. her name is LENKA KRIPAC. she was born in australia if i'm not mistaken, she's originally an australian and she's also an actress. even though i don't know much about her acting career. anyway, back again, lenka, well, i know her from her song called 'the show' and i like that kind of music genre. you know, pop and easy listening. for me, it's a great song for sleep. my current iTunes playlist is all about LENKA!!! :)

you should listen her songs. there's too many, but i have to recommend 'the show' and 'trouble is a friend' because those two are my favorite songs from lenka. you can check her music videos and other songs in here.

go buy her album!!! :) i'm pretty sure you'll not gonna regret it!

"ams"

sickness - one thing that i really hate.

it's been quite a while since i updated my last blog. sorry, but i have to. i've been sick lately, for the past three days i guess, it's kinda sad really, first, i'm not able to drink cold water, only normal mineral water. second, i'm not allowed to eat something fried. ugh! yeah, so, sick is very VERY sucks! admit it.

so, this damn influenza come into me on saturday night, after i went to Bogor for some photography shooting, i blogged about that didn't i? :| well, at that night, i sneeze, a lot! and my throat is starting to feel weird because of the big sneeze i guess. at first i thought that sneeze is only an allergic to my new bed sheet. because it's never been used for a long time, but then, i woke up the morning after and finds out that i am sick, for sure. ugh. my nose is starting to feel weird, my throat can't stop coughing and i have to take a medicine, fast!

so, i took a medicine and fell asleep after that. when i woke up from my sleep, i feel much better. and i decided not to take another medicine. because i don't wanna addicted too much for that kind of medicine. it can be overdose too. so, yeah, medicine is scary enough for me. :p

monday, the worst day ever! my head is dizzy, my flu is getting worst and i just can't stop coughing. also, i lost my appetite. i feel like i wanna close my eyes and didn't open it until whenever i wanna open it. but i can't, i'm in the middle of my class, and i also have to get my medicine in the hospital and i have a radio to air on! :( yeah, that monday is suck!

finally on tuesday, i take a break from whatever my condition are. i cut class, i sleep long enough, i enjoy playing ps2 and watching all of the new dvds i bought and enjoying my mom's ham sandwich in the morning. life's perfect when you do that. and to top that off, my bf come this morning, gave me a kiss, and after class he came again and bring me food and then he hugs me till i'm sleeping. :)

i'm much better now, only, i need more rest again tonight. so, for those who pray for me, thank you a lot! it means a lot to me. :)

"ams"

photography.

yesterday i went to Kebun Raya Bogor with friends to take some picture that we've been planning on. and it came true yesterday. it was tons of fun and i'd like to go hunting again with you guys. :)

so, photography, well, i love photography since my dad decided to bought me a pocket digital camera, and i'm pretty sure it's sony. but i forgot the type, but it's really good. i tried to make a good picture and it turned out pretty good i guess. from my sony camera to the real SLR camera. at first i chose canon 450D for my gear. but my dad have a better option. and he always loves nikon no matter what. so, my dad picks up nikon D80 for me. and he bought it for me after i had my first photography class at college.

i'm blind for sure for the first time i tried using my D80. i'm using automatic mode first, and the picture didn't do so well. i mean, hey! i'm a starter here! everyone starts with zero to do something awesome and big anyway. and so do i.

then i started my photography class, and i know more and more about photography. (and also, i actually know my bf on that class. even though he's in the same class with me all the time.) until now, yeah, i'm still way further the pro, but i'm proud of my works. i'll put here some other time.

well, that's about that. my new hobby, besides sleeping and eating. PHOTOGRAPHY!!! :)

better go have my lunch now,

"ams"

indonesian legal system.

so, i've been doing this assignment, for my subject called 'indonesian legal system'. and i must say, i'm so interested in LAW! and i have a regret that i didn't take the law major for my college. ughh!!! i find it law is a very interesting subject to learn, you know, know more about what's happening in the past and learn something that actually useful for yourself. yeah, i love law! and i am so definitely gonna go for law as my master degree. yeah! :)

back to macro, well, yeah, law, i just finished doing my assignment for my law class, but im not finished yet. because in this chapter there's 6 par. i guess, and it's 20 pages or more, i guess it's more, because it's thick! huff.

what i want to say here is, from what i read and what i listened to my lecture today, indonesia has no new law. we use the old law from Netherlands and a little from japan. why is that? why can't we make our own law if they said we already have our 'independence day'. yeah, it's very confusing but shortly, why can't we make our own rule? because we're heading way further than those two countries. who already makes their own rules and most of all their law is NEW! not like ours, it's old and i think it's not affected much for this country.

seriously guys, we need to make one of our own.

we can't keep hiding on Netherlands and Japan shadow all the time, they moved on so why can't we? i say let's gooooo!!!

i'm done with 3 par. of the chapter, and i still have 2 more par. and i hope i can learn so much from this subject. i must say, it is the best subject on semester 5! :)

i love law.

"ams"

more about me. (from my astrology point of view.)

after a chit chat and lots to talk about with my bf, i realized what kind of person i am. well, once my friend gave me this site, it's about astrology and hey, believe me, i'm not that type of people who believes in that kind of thing, like astrology, tarots, card reading, etc. but, what's wrong with looking on it right? besides, i can say it's all true. so, here's more about me. (from my astrology point of view.)

because i was born on the 13th of march, so that makes me a pisces. simply, the two fish.

Element of the Pisces zodiac sign: water.

Quality of the Pisces zodiac sign: mutable.

Colours of the Pisces zodiac sign: blue-green.

Gems of the Pisces zodiac sign: white diamond.

Metals of the Pisces zodiac sign: tin.

Best day of the week for Pisces zodiac sign: thursday.

opposite sign: virgo. it's so funny when i read this part, i immediately asked my bf what's his sign is. and guess what? he's a VIRGO for sure! :)

my positive traits are:

• sensitivity, i don't get it why my sensitivity is my positive traits, but hey i guess it's very cool to have this.
• psychic power, i totally don't understand it, i mean, psychic power? pft!
• altruism sensitive, YES! I AM VERY good at altruism.
• self-sacrificing, i'd rather saw everybody happy rather than they saw me miserable.
• compassionate, yeah, this is so me.
• imaginative, ah! my part that i really like. i like to imagine myself whatever wherever or whenever i wanna be.
• a real dreamer, it's pretty much like me.
• very optimistic, HELL YEAH!!! and i'm proud to be optimistic. what the hell worrying about things, hey, whatever will be, will be.

my negative traits are:

• negative moods, i have to admit this one, and IT IS THE WORST PART of being me. i'm very moody!!! what i mean very is VERY!!! and i don't know all about it. it just happen to my life. and i know it's bad. but hey, accept me for what i am, and i'll appreciate you.
• keeping bad company, well, i'm not sure i'm the kind of this person, but maybe i do this sometimes.
• being a dreamer, what's the good and the bad thing about this traits is sometimes, i imagine something that is very bad to people. and i know i was wrong, but i kinda like that thought.
• you often live in an illusion, yes, thanks to my 'dreamer' traits.
• they do not believe that they are being cheated, till too late, nope! i don't do this kind of stuff. i always have a feeling when someone tells a lie to me. or what'll happen to people by looking at them.

so, yeah, that was that. now you know me better right? if you wanna see or try looking at this full page, you should go to this site. you can tell this is just a coincidence or not, but it's true i guess. try it here! once you enter the site, you just click what's your astrology sign on the top of the page. if you wanna know more about me you should click on the pisces symbol.

have fun knowing your self and others! :)

"ams"

愛のしるし。

this song is dedicated to my lovely bf. this is currently, his favorite song!!! :) you can check this out by clicking this link. right here.

it's called "愛のしるし。" / "Ai no Shirushi by Hi Hi Puffy AmiYumi. one of my favorite japanese band. Ai no Shirushi is "Sign of Love" in english.

romaji lyrics.

with translation.

Yawana ha-to ga shibireru kokochi yoi hari no shigeki
Wake mo nai no ni kagayaku sore dake ga ai no shirushi

(A soft heart goes numb. Comfortable stimulus of the needs.
It shines without reason. That's the only sign of love)

Itsuka anata ni wa
Subete uchi akeyou
Sukoshi tsuyoku naru tame ni
Kowareta bo-to de hitori koide yuku

(Some day, I will open my mind to you. In order to become a little stronger.
I row a broken boat alone.)

Yume no naka demo wakaru mekuru meku yoru no fushigi

(I can tell even in my dreams about the dazzling mysterious night)

Tada no omoide to
Kaze ga sasayaite mo
Ureshi naki no takara mono
Nan demo ari souna kuni de tada hitotsu

(It's just a memory. Even it the wind whispers.
The treasure cry for joy. Only one in the country that seems to have it all.)

Yawana ha-to ga shibireru kokochi yoi hari no shigeki
Wake mo nai no ni kagayaku sore dake ga ai no shirushi
Sore dake de ai no shirushi

(A soft heart goes numb. Comfortable stimulus of the needs.
It shines without reason. That's the only sign of love.)